for real ?

then i need to open my eyes

that for real

im not for you

i cant be one of them

blended with your friends

your friends thoughts

i am still a kid

they can fool me

that im not fit with you

standing beside you

i need to convince my self that

you heart is still mine

because for real

there is no trust left for you

you are not a trustworthy fellow

not even a good lover

then what should i do ?

please make me believe you

and please

dont let me go

because u know what

if i feel un comfort with these thoughts

i may leave